uepixie: Ueda and Masami - MousePeace2010 (*penguin ♥)
I was going to filter this entry... I even made a special filter for it! Most of the people whom I regularly talk to/comment with were on it anyway, so I thought 'why filter at all?' And then, by the time I finished writing it I realised that it's not even something I feel the need to friends-lock, either.

That said, you don't have to click the cut, obviously! I don't need you to read this in order to validate my existence ;D I just want this written, that's all. ♥

Cut, which cut? Oh, this one... )

Thank you :) ♥

[222] :}

Nov. 18th, 2009 08:05 pm
uepixie: Ueda and Masami - MousePeace2010 (Ueda \\ happy thoughts)
they're really really lovely people at the hospital, seriously, so kind ;~; ♥

when i had my operation under general anaesthetic (where they stuck metal in my elbow to hold bits together) i went into shock when i came round. i was shaking and crying... i wasn't scared or anything, it was just my body's automatic reaction. apparently it's not uncommon but i'd not experienced it the last 4 times i went under general anaesthetic =/ 5th time lucky?

actually, it was pretty funny. when i woke up, i glanced at the nurse sitting with me in recuperation (whose name is hilary) and said, "is it okay for me to be awake?" so she said "yes" and i... burst into tears.


because kusano is no longer in news.

no word of a lie, i wasn't aware of anything - not who i was, why my arm hurt sfm, what i was doing there (or even where 'there' was) - but i was utterly heartbroken that news is without their notti. after a moment, because i was shaking and my teeth were chattering and i was crying so much, they gave me 6 somethings of morphine (out of the 7 allowed) and put what is known as a 'bair hugger' on me, and eventually i calmed down, and stopped breathing.

obviously, i am breathing again now XD; but morphine acts as a respiratory suppressant amongst other things, so.

v-suke has already explained much of what happened here. after she (and my parents) left, my pseudo-sister (the lovely nurse who is nicer than my actual sister) jacqui took me to the ward where i'd be spending the night (please notice that i do not use the word 'sleeping'). i drifted in and out of sleep from 2am-7am (mostly 'out') and, i dunno, had lots of painkillers and then at 4pm dr. raoul (sadly not an aizawa-sensei but an acceptible substitute) said i could go home, so i am back here at v-suke's again. ♥

does that mean i'm going to make a full recovery? sadly no :( i won't be able to properly straighten my right arm ever again, and i'll be more prone to arthritis in my elbow, and i'll probably need 3 months off work in total... but i'm determined to work hard on my physio, so hopefully it won't be so bad after all!

THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE WHO'S SAID/DONE ANYTHING FOR ME RELATED TO THIS. i am still largely out of it but in a rather large amount of pain (despite the codeine) and my blood pressure was omg-how-are-you-still-conscious!low earlier so i am just going to sort of flop here for a bit until the next batch of painkillers walk into my mouth or sth. I promise, if i haven't already commented i will, asap. just, not tonight ♥
uepixie: Ueda and Masami - MousePeace2010 (Pinda \\ closeup)
So um I promised Tally that I would share the pinda stuff that's been written by my precious friends (or me) over the past few months, and see no reason not to force it upon the rest of you guys too since it is my OT3 over all OT3s and it does not get written enough.

- Better than Soup by [livejournal.com profile] imifumei @ [livejournal.com profile] unmeiwafunky [porn]
- Cider with Pin by [livejournal.com profile] myxstorie @ [livejournal.com profile] japanese_romeo [porn]
- A Risk Worth Taking by [livejournal.com profile] pipsqueaks @ [livejournal.com profile] japanese_romeo [porn]
- pinda drabble by [livejournal.com profile] pixisticks - sandwiched between pin and jinda drabbles XD; [not-porn but there is porn on that page]
- Drabble/ficlet by [livejournal.com profile] pixisticks [genfic; not-porn] ← was written today!

Not ~technically~ pinda but worthy of honourable mention nonetheless:
- The Best Deceptions (In Which Ueda Goes Clubbing and the World Stops Making Sense) by [livejournal.com profile] ionnesaysrawr @ [livejournal.com profile] makeoutboys (technically jinda + pi, I suppose, but. Ginny, didn't you fanart this one, too? I am 99.9% convinced I remember an Ueda pic based on this fic...)
- Cause Pink is the Love You Discover by [livejournal.com profile] silver_rose88 @ [livejournal.com profile] simplyephemeral (again, technically pida but with cohabiting pin, plus it's awesome, so.)

- NSFW art by [livejournal.com profile] ravyn_ashling

...idk about any others b/c I do not go to/know any fanart sites and there is no such tag on either jent or kt_ff for me to trawl >_>;

SO. IF YOU HAPPEN TO KNOW OF ANY PINDA FIC OR ART NOT LISTED ON HERE, PRZ TO BE SHARING WITH ME & I will add to this list because I am always A++++++ in favour of more pinda love in the world and there has to be more than one picture, three full-length fics, two drabbles and two sort-of-pinda fics in this fandom.

also yes I am aware of what 'pinda' means in Dutch... but given what 'pippa' means in Swedish I think pinda get the better end of the deal ;D
uepixie: Ueda and Masami - MousePeace2010 (A heart yo~)
Cheer-up drabble request post!

If you're feeling crappy and want a drabble, feel free to ask here. When I say 'drabble' I mean 'drabble' - it may only be just over 100 words, but then again it may be longer depending on how inspired and/or awake I am. Since you'll be feeling like poop when you request, I will do my utmost to get it written ASAP.

I can write Arashi, NewS, KAT-TUN, FullMetal Alchemist, alice nine., Aki and Mao from SID, Hyde, Gackt, Miyavi, the GazettE, ScReW, Ryuutarou and Akira from Plastic Tree, Harry Potter (incl. Marauders-era and next-gen), Gundam Wing and Merlin. I can attempt other stuff like Kanjani8 but be prepared for OOC-ness because I don't know them that well. If can be gen or not-gen, porn or not-porn; as many people as you want (within reason), crossovers are okay, as are AUs (and some crossovers are AU by default, lol).

There is no limit to the number of requests you can make although I would appreciate it if you made each request as a new comment. I would also love it if you could leave me a prompt but if you comment with "Give me fluffy [insert pairing here], I need fluff ;_;" I can probably cope ;)

Just to clarify, there is no time limit on this. You can request as many times as you want, whenever you want. As long as this post is around, you can request :3
uepixie: Ueda and Masami - MousePeace2010 (Default)


I know that when you're feeling sad there's often not a lot anyone can do to cheer you up,


Please know that I am supporting you from the sidelines,

no matter what, I'll cheer you on.

So just keep going, okay?

As long as you keep trying, it doesn't matter if you don't get everything finished, or if you fall behind. What doesn't get done, doesn't get done.

What counts the most is that you smile, even if it's hard.

Life's too short to worry about things that you can't change, right?

If people make you feel bad, they're not worth keeping around. There's no point in having people in your life who make you feel miserable.

If you're trampled on  If you're pulled out  You should bloom proudly
You should keep on believing  Even if it doesn't rain  Even if the sun doesn't shine on you
With a cool face  With a confused look  If you're lost you should ask someone
If you've lost sight of your dreams you should close your eyes again
And someday again it'll open up for you  Spread your arms wide
Sakihokoru hana no you ni :: 雅 - miyavi :: translated by J. Rains

uepixie: Ueda and Masami - MousePeace2010 (You are loved)
Okay, right. I've been thinking about this for a while, actually, and I'm not sure where to begin.

It's to do with being fat and being ugly.

Cut in case you don't want to read this. )

Nothing that I have said in this post has not been said before. I have not broken any new ground or come up with some amazing, original idea. It's just that sometimes, I feel like we all (including myself) need to be reminded to have a little more common sense and thoughtfulness.

tl;dr: Stop worrying so much, and be excellent to each other.

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